Fifteen years separate Seven Circle Sunrise’s debut album, Beauty in Being Alone, and Hungry Soul.
Released in August 2011 and produced by Rick Beato, Beauty in Being Alone opened doors almost overnight. Its breakout single, “Dead Love Letter,” helped take the band across the country, including dates alongside bands such as Incubus. But behind the momentum, frontman Veno Xavier found himself struggling with the pressures that came with it.
Just eight months after the album’s release, the original lineup dissolved. The momentum faded, the band slowed down, and by 2015, Seven Circle Sunrise had come to a complete halt.
For years, Veno carried the feeling that something had been left unfinished.
Then, in 2022, he picked up an acoustic guitar and unexpectedly wrote a song called “Hungry Soul.” That song became the first step back.
Over the next several years, one song became another. Veno began building his own studio, learning to produce the record himself and slowly rediscovering the part of himself he thought he had left behind.
He describes those lost years as feeling like there was always “a devil on my back”: the guilt of never following up that first record, of walking away from a dream, and of knowing somewhere underneath the anxiety, depression and misery that he had not become the person he once believed he could be.
Hungry Soul is the story of finding the way back.
Not back to 2011. Not back to the person he used to be. But through his own dark night of the soul and toward something on the other side.
10 songs. A lot of darkness. A lot of hope.
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BEAUTY IN BEING ALONE
Seven Circle Sunrise
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How can I fight this change?
When I just don't feel the same.
And now I must find
The beauty in being alone
Wake up screaming
I can't believe in this
Dream that won't come alive
'Cause I'm sick of needing you
So tell me not to
And I'll stop living a lie
I need to find and rewind
Back to the beginning of this
Here I am again
I'm a broken man
Can you pick up the pieces that make me who I am?
Can you put me back together again?
Things we cannot face
Roles we cannot fake
Underneath, but never spoken
I'll open up my mind and let you out this time
I gave and gave, while you were giving up
Here I am again
I'm a broken man
Can you pick up the pieces that make me who I am?
Can you put me back together again?
I need to find and rewind
Back to the beginning
Here I am again
I'm a broken man
Can you pick up the pieces that make me who I am?
Can you put me back together again?
Here I am again
I'm a broken man
Something is missing now
You had to go and let me down
No, I can't help myself
My sore eyes don't fall asleep
The sunrise is theirs to keep
Cause I can't help myself
You've painted riddles in my head
Christ it's me who cried
When you took away my mother
I've yet to rise
And live to see another day
Tell me am I missing now
Her eyes were blue what are they now
You've taking one more life away
To join the death parade
Faded pictures are all that's left
Christ it's me who cried
When you took away my mother
I've yet to rise
And live to see another day
And live to see another day
I can't let this go
Christ it's me who cried
When you took away my mother
I've yet to rise
I don't wanna live another day
It's me who died
When you took away my mother
I've yet to rise
And live to see another day
She called me up
But didn’t have the guts
To come right out and
Say what she had done
She tried to hide it,
Could not deny it
But I’m not angry
Just take all of these
Dead love letters
I feel better
I’m all right by myself
I feel just fine
Since I put my
Heart up on the shelf
Now and then when
She’s drunk enough
She’ll call me up and
Say she needs to talk
She’ll say she’s sorry,
I’ll say don’t worry
Cause I’m not angry
I threw away those
Dead love letters
I feel better
I’m all right by myself
I feel just fine
Since I put my
Heart up on the shelf
She’s a gun
loaded up and pointed at me
She’s a gun;
She’s some place that I don’t wanna be
Dead love letters
I feel better
I’m all right by myself
I feel just fine
Since I put my
Heart up on the shelf
What I fear
Has taken a hold
I don’t want you here
A sickness is rising so disappear
The moment has shed itself
Just one tear is all that I need from you
Nevershine
I’m a liar and a waste
This bottle’s got me
Facedown on the floor
Nevershine
I’m tired I can’t wait
Till this bottle’s got me
Face down on the floor
Holding close, the words that were said
Have we overdosed
On love that’s gone bad?
Leaves me comatose
Inside I’m dying to hurt the most
Just give me a gun or a pen
I Nevershine
I’m a liar and a waste
This bottle’s got me
Facedown on the floor
Nevershine
I’m tired I can’t wait
Till this bottle’s got me
Face down on the floor
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’m a liar, liar
I’m a liar and a waste
This bottle’s got me
Facedown on the floor
Nevershine
I’m tired I can’t wait
Till this bottle’s got me
Face down on the floor
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm a liar, liar
Don't ask me the time
I refuse to see
Another day's gone by
There's still no remedy
I try to save the night
Don't wanna let go
Don't know what it
Feels like to be old
You're right, I'm wrong
Maybe I'm happy after all
I sank into a dream
I wake before I fall
My eyes are on that line
That signals a heartbeat
The one that gave me life
Lies beneath those sheets
I try to save the night
Don't wanna let go
I don't wanna be
Strong when I'm cold
You're right, I'm wrong
Maybe I'm happy after all
I sank into a dream
I wake before I fall
Was it odd enough for her
To live with me this way?
I’m sleeping all the time
And everything seems fake
Cause their pills they go away
Then I can’t seem to face
This life when I’m awake
I’ll hold my breath one more time
Just to see if anyone will come
And scare me half to death
‘Cause I need to feel alive again
I’ve been waiting, I’ve been praying for you
I’ve lost the will, I can’t pretend
To see the light I’ll never see again
I’m praying for you
They said they’d help me find a way
Just take three times a day
Discontinue if I faint
Were you there when I needed you?
Were you around for me?
Should I make believe that I’m really okay and
Everything will be alright someday
So scare me half to death
‘Cause I need to feel alive again
I’ve been waiting, I’ve been praying for you
I’ve lost the will, I can’t pretend
To see the light I’ll never see again
I’m praying for you
Can’t get my head around you
I’m tongue-tied;
You left me to burn this time
There’s no hope,
Addictions paved the way for you
I must’ve been out of my mind
Hey, hey
Don’t cry out to me when
Your life’s coming undone
I won’t hear you
When you’re weak and you’re
Drowning in everything you love
I won’t hear you
Don’t cry out to me
When you life’s coming undone
You’re lost I; I know you’ll pay in full
For all the things you could live without
When life’s a little too insane for you,
Who’s gonna save you now?
Hey, hey
Don’t cry out to me when
Your life’s coming undone
I won’t hear you
When you’re weak and you’re
Drowning in everything you love
I won’t hear you
Don’t cry out to me
When you life’s coming undone
Today is not my day but I'm
Still searching for reasons to try
I can't help but think I've
Chosen the wrong door
Cause this isn't the life I want anymore
I've been up all night
Pacing my mind for a new life
Cause this one don't fit right
And I don't know if
I'm awake, dead, or sleeping on the floor
Just take me back to the place I was before
Was there a time I can't recall?
A missing page that said it all?
Wish I could say that I'll get through but I'm not sure
When the sun comes up if I'm not here
I'm at the place I was before
I've been up all night
Pacing my mind for a new life
Cause this one don't fit right
And I don't know if
I'm awake, dead, or sleeping on the floor
Just take me back to the place I was before
I could buy a thousand years but still
I'd never find my way around my fate
I can't hide the way I fear inside
Each step I take's one closer to the grave
All night
Pacing my mind for a new life
Cause this one don't fit right
And I don't know if
I'm awake, dead, or sleeping on the floor
Just take me back to the place I was before
And I don't know if
I'm awake, dead, or sleeping on the floor
Just take me back to the place I was before
I'm not the fool you thought I'd be
Why have you never bothered to see?
That there is more to this then you
The dream you never had came true
I hope you're choking on regret
Don't say a word it's all been said before
I don't care anymore
'Cause I'm so in hate with you
You're not the light I thought I saw
You are the dark behind it all
Rip out this heart and carve your name
I'll keep the scars discard the pain
What made you think you'd hold me down?
Don't say a word it's all been said before
I don't care anymore
'Cause I'm so in hate with you
And I don't think I could explain just why
I wasted time on you
It wasn't me
Who wasn't good enough you must confess
I hope you choke on words you said
If you forget I'll still remember
I hope you're choking on regret
Don't say a word it's all been said before
I don't care anymore
'Cause I'm so in hate with you
And I don't think I could explain just why
I wasted time on, wasted time on you
So in hate with you
So in hate with you
So in hate with you
So in hate with you
I need to find
A better word not said
Might need some time
Lines fall from my hands
As guilty as I am
At least I tried
You know I'd sell my soul
Just to find my way back home
Change left me alone
I can not remember when I lost control
Climbed into the back seat of my life
I hope I can someday steer my soul
And find my way back home
Just to find my way back home
Clouds of sin hang down
Reflecting who I am
I couldn't hide
They light the way behind
These razorblade eyes
I could've cried
Change left me alone
I can not remember when I lost control
Climbed into the back seat of my life
I hope I can someday steer my soul
And find my way back home
Change left me alone
I can not remember when I lost control
Climbed into the back seat of my life
I hope I can someday steer my soul
And find my way back home
Change left me alone
Find my way back home
Change left me alone
Find my way back home
Change left me alone
Find my way back home